![]() ![]() I stopped writing, stopped praying, stopped loving. I was vicious with my husband and myself, and looking back now, it was like something had taken over my mind-had moved in and decided to sabotage my plans for spiritual awakening and the desire to inspire others. And I try to put my passion into my family and my creative work.īut over the weekend, a deep sadness and irritability fell over me. I do take a low dose of medication, have talked to therapists and pray often. I can’t say for sure if mine are any worse than others may experience, but they feel worse to me. I have during my lifetime (I’m in my 40s) gone through intense emotional ups and downs. I thought of my parents who live several hours away and haveĪt the end of a long day, I took a bath and tried to relax. Thought of my own difficulty breathing in the past few days-the discomfort in my chest, the low-grade fever, the feeling of fatigue I realize are all As I pictured this young woman in my head, I She hadn’t even processed the emotional loss, she said, because she She told me about visiting her sister-in-law, who not only had been sick but had just lost a close family member and so now was in She’s trying to keep a sense of normalcy in her home She said that it’s surreal and unsettling, but she’s trying to keep a sense of normalcy in her home, especially for her children. Yesterday my good friend in New York told me about all the people she knows who have passed away in the past week alone. ![]()
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